In search of inspiration

Must get to work!

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I have felt so many different emotions this past week, and sometimes all at once. It still feels like a dream… I keep thinking I will still hear your voice, your laugh; step foot in your little smoke filled apartment and into your arms and breathe in your scent of day old coffee, cigarettes, and cough drops.
You were the greatest woman. I don’t think I’ve ever loved a human being as much as I love you. You instilled in me courage and determination from the moment you called me granddaughter. You never ever let me give up.

I always knew the day would come when I would have to say goodbye…I just didn’t think it would be now, or this soon, and I suppose a part of me wanted you to live forever and never part from me. Through tears, I am happy for you— the very last time we spoke, you said you were tired and ready, that I shouldn’t cry or be upset.
It is still hard. I love you.

I will spend the rest of my life missing you always…wishing I would have seen you more and waiting for one more letter in your familiar handwriting.

(via coffeestainedheart)